1st Amendment: the aftermath

it hasnt even been 24hrs since i posted my first blog.. nd already i have caught some slack from it... i wrote this blog because i want people to really get an insight on my life.. not to down anyone. i feel like i write exactly what happened in my life nd theres no need for me to stretch the truth. none of this is fake or made up... its all me. i dont want people to feel sorry for me because i feel like ive learned allot through that experience. i partly wanted big to read this.. so that he can see how he really made me feel.. im not mad or nor i hate him... i am just practicing my 1st amendment right to free speech. some men just arent made to handle the truth.. and apparently hes one of them, i have moved on with my life but again this is my blog. i didnt make it private because i want people to actually feel me. as for the outsiders reading this.. i could care less what you all think of me.. if your reading this you must care about me in some way or you wouldnt take time out your lives to wanna kno about me. this is my 1st real post but it wont be the last.. i mean i have allot to say.. god is love..